Yungt33nluvr

yungt33nluvrs wife, I feel bad for your loss. I know there's very little anyone can say to help.

Though I will say I agree with Fonzz when he says "you seem strong". I hope your strength will carry you until you find peace again.

what horrible news! i'm very sorry for you loss! visiting ytl's thread every sunday while i drink my coffee had become almost a ritual for me...he's the reason i joined this board...i'm going to miss that.

sittingduck71 wrote:

Thank you for the condolances, but do not fear...YTL has enough cumpilation videos on his PC to last several months into next year. I have stepped up to the task of posting them, so PLEASE have a cup of coffee and visit the thread

https://www.forumophilia.com/topic36970.html

Check out the last couple pages...I have beed posting there this weekend and last weekend.

TheArkive wrote:

Nivram wrote this in my Gigi picture thread:

"my best wishes to you on your future, and my condolences on your loss. It's never easy, we never have the chance to say all we'd like to say to our loved ones before they're gone from this earth, and there's always one more hug or kiss we'd like to give them, one more time to let them know how much we love them. All I can tell you is that life will go on, and while time really doesn't heal all wounds, it does dull the pain of loss, and we go on. It's all we really can do."

And this was my response:

"That is so profound and true.
When I got to sit and hold his hand in the hospital for an hour his last day, I said that I talked to him as he looked at me, when in actuality, I just blabbered like a little < <CENSORED> >...trying as I sobbed to say everything possible, just in case that was the last chance I got. I just know I didn't say everything I wanted to say then, nor did I say or do everything I know I could/should have during the last 15 years with him.

PLEASE people, don't make the mistake I have made, the mistake YTL and I made together. Love those around you as much as you should and can. There are still a couple unresolved issues between YTL and I, things we BOTH knew about, things I can't share with anyone...that will NEVER be resolved...and for that reaason alone life WILL go on for me, there is simply no other option. That's the main reason I am here sharing and posting. Life IS going on for me already"

So now for my response to YOUR post "TheArkive", "I AM strong because that is all I can do. Life goes on for me, and as harsh as that may sound, there simply is no other choice, he is out of my life PHYSICALLY, and there is nothing I can do about it. Although there have been a few times within the past couple days that I have broken down for a couple hours or so. However, for the MOST part, I am remaining strong.

Hi, yungt33nluvrs wife,

im very sorry by your loss and the whole story moved me deeply.
I've been into the threads of yungt33nluvr for months and i was always amazed by his kindness and his incredibly huge work he shared with thousands of people.
I wish you the VERY best and as some predecessors already said the pain will never fade away fully but life keeps going and you have to enjoy as much of it as possible.
Youre an amazing person as it is obvious in every single post you made and i hope you will find some joy being around in this forum as long as possible .

keep going
best regards

p.s.: i had to register to speak out i hope its not inappropriate.

yungt33nluvrs wife wrote:

Wow, I am sitting here trying to think of something profound to say, but nothing is coming... My deepest feelings of compassion and sympathy are with you right now, YTL'sW. I lost a good friend not very long ago, and I am left with sooo much regret...things never said, tomorrows never seen...

I am happy for you that you were there with him as he passed. I have the feeling that he asked God for that one last chance to say goodbye to you, and he got it. Though you probably couldn't understand what he last said to you, I bet you know what he was trying to say.

God Bless you, YTL'sW, and God Bless YTL - he was a lucky man to have a good woman like you by his side.

GK =)~

p.s. If you plan on staying here at Forumophilia, as I think you do, ya gotta come up with another gname! You seem like a woman that should have a gname completely unto herself.

Scorplex wrote:

That is the coolest reason for registering at a forum that I've ever seen, Scorplex. Glad you came aboard, and welcome to Forumophilia.

My heart goes out to you, YTL wife.
I wish you all the strength and love you need at a time like this.

Scorplex wrote:

NOT inappropropriate at all. As Grimble said, that IS the coolest reason for registering, and to me, one of the SWEETEST reasons for registering...just to leave me some kind works, and I thank you for them.

Keep up on the "Cumpilation" thread, I will be posting his work there for months to come/"cum" Thank you.

Grimble Krumble wrote:

Thank you Grimble...I feel for the loss of your friend. YTL didn't actually speak to me because he had tubes in his nose and mouth, but the look in his eyes said it ALL (total adoration) I just wish that I had been able to tell him more.

As far as the name change, I was actually wondering if I could/should. I registered here to pass the word about YTL, but I chose my username inhaste, and so people would know who I was. BUT, I do not want to be YTLW forever, I DO want to change my name here, and YES I will be around for years here, even though my threads keep getting moved to VIP somehow (a very big THANK YOU to M D R for moving both G!g! theads back!) AT any rate, as much as I (still) love my husband, he WAS a legend here, as I can tell from the recent posts concerning his passing, BUT I do NOT want to seem like I am "riding his coat tails" and I DO need my own identity.

Anyone can tell me how I get my name changed? I was thinking of "yunglatinaluvr"...kind of keeps a part of HIM (the yung and luvr), and the latina part of it would be ALL mine

Now for the GOOD news!
Okay...I had my colonoscopy today. I am in FULL REMISSION!!! Absolutely NO signs of Chrones at all after the surgery. The doctor told me that it was one of the BEST colonoscopy he's ever seen

I am finally back home and will be making the funeral arraingements tomorrow. Until then, let's figure out a way to get my isername changed!

I have now sucessfully changed my username to yunglatinaluvr. In all actuality and truth be told...Svinto changed it for me

I now am on my own, with my new identity,and not riding my late husband's reputation, and still keeping part of him with me. I am sorry if this is causing any confusion here, but I needed to do this. If you have any bookmarks set, they will still point to my threads/posts (at least they do for ME)

Thank you for the push Grimble, I needed it.

yunglatinaluvr wrote:
yunglatinaluvr wrote: Two good news !! re-welcome to the board yunglatinluvr !! I'm glad to see that your health is fine

yunglatinaluvr wrote:

Hello again YTL'sW, errr, ahhh, YLL ... uhhh, mi amiga.

I was shocked and saddened to read what has occurred over the last several days. Was really hoping that YTL would come out of the coma and recover. Wow. I am thankful that at least you two had a short time of awareness together, even if there was no verbal communication on his side. I like the way Grimble put it -- oh heck, no one around here can put things down as well as my friend GK -- and I can't imagine anything to say along the same lines. For what its worth, you have my deepest sympathies. And the closest thing to a hug I can muster up. I can't imagine how hard the last couple of weeks have been for you.

Be comforted with him being at peace, and may you find your own measure of acceptance and peace in time. More, I'll save for PM in response to yours from last week. Apologies for my not responding earlier, lots going on in my world including moving houses and painful headache-causing family get-togethers.

I like the new name, and the fact that you're still posting and going to post here is fantastic, I'm sure the masses -- both washed and unwashed -- will be most appreciative. Strange isn't it ... using this site to keep up some connection besides providing a distraction to the unpleasant things you have to do right now. Life is freakin' mind-boggling at times!

Take care.

Huggin'Man

p.s. glad to hear the good news regarding your own situation.

My sincere condolences, yunglatinaluvr...

I am deeply shocked by these bad news. Robert is the first person I "loose" which I knew only "virtually", but his passing makes me sad regardless. And it is like in "real life" - I just can't believe that somebody who has been around just isn't "here" anymore.

But there is one thing I learned from the few really big catastrophies which happened to myself: Even the biggest loss has something good which comes with it, even if it takes quite a while to understand what that "good" may be or may have been. I am not "esoteric" in *any* way, but this has been true in every respect until now.

My best wishes to you, and may the "Big Operator" bless his soul.

FredCouples

hi YLL. i haven't checked this site for days (since our PM) and am shocked to read the news. i can't believe it. it was so sudden.

as you know, YTL was extremely gracious and generous with his time and efforts. i referred to him as the saint of porn cuz he not only tried to fulfill visitors' requests, he actually invited people to ask him for stuff.

moreover, i suggested that he politely remind people that he was dishing out his own bucks for access to some sites and stuff and that it would be reasonable for us to chip in and help with the costs since we were benefiting from his hard work.

anyway, that's just a roundabout way of saying that he was an exceptional guy.

i'm glad you'll be sticking around and i look forward to your future posts.

let us know if we can help in any way....

ramblin'man wrote:

Thank you RM/HM I was starting to wonder if you even GOT my PM I understand though, and just kidding about the wondering part. I do realize that other people other than myself have a life outside of this place Looking forward to a PM from you, although I can't imagine what more can be said...by ANY of you.

Happy to hear you like the new name. I HAD to change it. I TRULY AM a yung latina love, although I am neither yung nor a latina , I just love the yung dark skinned beauties. SOMEDAY, I may even go into WHY.

Grimble's response was very profound, and I have to admit I cried a LOT when I read it. Thank you for your comments, and it doesn't matter at all to me if you or anyone can put it the same way as anyone else. We are not all poets here.

YAY to me! I am TOTALLY Chrones free!!! I guess that month in the hospital WAS worth it after all

Couples wrote:
Thank you Fred. I feel I can call you Fred because Robert did, and I think there "should" be some sort of connection there. I am sorry I did not PM you, and I have no excuse, and I know you were one of his biggest fans and friend here. I am sorry. The "good" that came out of all of this is that I am here now. Posting like Robert had been encouraging me to do for months.

ibiza wrote:
As I apologized to Couples for not PMing him, I will do the same for you, and apologize for not PMing you after he died. But is was SO sudden. I get a call that he was awake, drive 3 hours,and get to only spend an hour with him. I thank you for your praise to him, he WAS an exceptional man. I know he's still around, sitting in a corner jacking off to me when I masturbate. (SAD attempt at humor I know) I am not a religious person, and do not really believe in an after life, but I would like to think that he is still around, nodding in approval. As I said, he was an exceptional man.

You will no longer be seeing me doing replies to multiple quotes. I need to do this to bump my post count up to 300 quicker so I can have access to the 2 threads that I started that I can no longer access because they have been moved to VIP...AGAIN!

I also told M D R that I would not bother him anymore about moving it back to the main video area, and I will keep my word. So, if anyone wants to see the thread in my sig, you'll just have to wait till you get 300 posts like myself. (That sounded MEAN! But is not meant to be)

Not that it matters anyway as all links are DEAD, I guess I violated MU's terms of use, so now I don't know what to do. I know I was offered advise on how to get them so RS doesn't recognize them, but I don't remember what it was, and now there is no way for me to find out.